So everyone is back for christmas so my friendship group from Art Foundation and I decided to go to TSO in Liverpool for a catch up and it was amazing seeing everyone except for the fact I am now depressed.
In fact I am close to tears right now after looking at courses in London.
Basically from what I've heard about all these fashion courses 'daaaan saaath' my uni seems so far behind.
It's literally taken 4 months for me to even learn something fashion related at uni, and even then its only the very basic, yet I'm paying £3,000 to be completely disatissfied?
It's not fair!
Fucking Ravensbourne have been tought full garment construction and pattern cutting and yet, I wouldnt know where to begin.
Plus my mate gets so much more opportunities down there.
bah.
Dilemma.
I love leeds, absolutely love the people on my course - especially my bezzes, Love the uni itself, Love being in the same city as so many of my friends and LOVE being with my boyfriend at uni
and the thought of having to give up ALL of this for the sake of what could still be a potentially shit course is horrible.
BUT ITS LIKE ANY ADULT HAS EVER SAID: EDUCATION FIRST.
and its true.
the course needs to be right if I'm paying all this to learn, if not it's a waste.
I want to cry because I don't know where I want to go or what I want to do.
:'( I feel horribly lost.
also I absolutely despise the way we have to worry about fundraising our own graduate show.
WHAT THE FUCK.